My date with the fireman is tonight. I'm...nervous. I've gone through pretty much everything I own to wear, then decided that it wasn't worth the stress (it really hurts to get dressed and undressed a dozen times) and ended up choosing my favorite outfit since he probably won't notice anyhow.
School started last week, and I am crazy busy with homework for five classes. I should be reading the entire epic of Gilgamesh right now, but I'm taking a break. I have a 300 word essay due at eight o'clock tomorrow morning on the book and procrastination isn't my thing but I did...so hopefully I can read quickly enough and rattle off a quick essay before I have to leave.
I've realized how much less stress I have since not being married. Even the stresses of him in particular aside, I just don't care how much I am gone or home, it doesn't matter if I keep crazy hours or if I am cleaning the house at three in the morning, or talking on the phone in bed before going to sleep. I love that freedom. I'm rarely ever home anymore, today I actually had to schedule time to stay at home and do schoolwork. I have been doing most of it at work or from the road.i will be looking forward to my trip to Las Vegas next month, and the opportunity to sleep as much as I want.
At about two o'clock in the morning, as I was writing these entries, my meds really kicked in and I became incredibly sleepy. So today I will add more to my list of things I have learned.
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